Cant stop saying..........

I love to people watch, I'm always checking folks out. Ever since I started researching WLS I catch myself checking women out and asking myself "Has she had WLS before?", I say that cuz everyone I see who has lost the weight never looks like they were overweight to begin with.I hope one day people look at me and think the same thing.
I also have some BIG news.....I'm changing my surgery to a VSG....I have been doing alot of research on the Lap Band and I do know its help millions of people lose wight BUT I have also seen alot of people doing revisions to RNY or VSG and I'm not the type of person who can have multiple surgery's (no money and no bueno), so I'm just going to skip A and go straight to B, I think its BEST!! I'm also changing Doctors to Dr. Aceves in MX (any info would be super).

OOoohh yeah HAPPY NEW YEAR this one is going to be GREAT!!!! Big thangs happening in 2011...Do you guys make New Years Resolutions?? Mine are:

Lose wight once and for all!!
Complete THREE classes in school.
Help my daughter sleep in her OWN bed thru the night.
Read to my kids EVERY night
Prey more often.

Tell me yours...

Christmas finally OVER!!

OK so I went kinda nutz this year for Christmas, its just that last year I was REALLY broke and bought nothing. So when I came into some cash this year I was like "I'm going to buy these kids everything", well now I'm so tired and ready for the new year to start. I mean the day was beautiful and the kids said it was the best, and I had a great time, I was just cranky because I was up all night wrapping gifts and cooking. But now I'm back and ready for Jan 1, you know why??? I'm that much closer to my surgery date!!! I am getting very nerves about it, and what my life will be like after...Im having my surgery in Mexico by DR Ortiz, if you have had it done by him please give me some info, I would so be happy! Also in Jan I'm going to Cancun for 4 days...wooohooo!!

Been running away from myself....

So I have been gone way to long!! I know I know what have I been up to? Well I haven’t been losing weight!! I’m going to be honest, I just can’t find the motivation, and it’s so much easier being fat. BUT guess what, I have made a life changing decision....I’m getting Lap-Band surgery! I have a surgery date of March 10th, my birthday; I want to start a new beginning on the actual day of my "old" new beginning. I will keep you guys updated on what’s going on. Thanks!!