Been running away from myself....

So I have been gone way to long!! I know I know what have I been up to? Well I haven’t been losing weight!! I’m going to be honest, I just can’t find the motivation, and it’s so much easier being fat. BUT guess what, I have made a life changing decision....I’m getting Lap-Band surgery! I have a surgery date of March 10th, my birthday; I want to start a new beginning on the actual day of my "old" new beginning. I will keep you guys updated on what’s going on. Thanks!!