OMG I feel like crap!!!

OK so I just ate a burger I saw featured on Diners, Dives, and Drive thru's....OK so the title should tell you why I'm feeling sick to my stomach. I have not had anything with as much fat since the night before surgery which was March 30th. My reason for making this "burger" was cuz the kids thought it looked great and asked me last night if we can have it for dinner tonight, and I thought "sure why not, I can have it cuz its all protein". So after work and school we go to the store and buy all the necessary ingredients (will tell you in a few), we go home and start the process.
It's a burger (not bad), with Blue Cheese crumbles and Bacon (very bad)...LOL...I wrapped mine in lettuce but had to add mustard and mayo (small amounts) and have a pickle on the side. The first bite was the BOMB.com!! Then the second bite sent my tummy into shock, and I could not go any further. What was I thinking, yes it was protein but full of greasy fat. I hope I didn’t hurt myself or sabotaged anything. I looked at my son and told him I need to stick with the healthy foods ONLY...he laughed!! This is my son’s burger

Please remind me to step away from the burger next time I think it’s a good idea!!!

I almost forgot to update yall....drum roll please....I am 47.6 pounds down and have not been sleeved 2 months yet. I LOVE MY SLEEVE; I have never lost this much, the most I have lost in the past was 40 pounds. So I am going to hook yall up with a more recent photo once I hit that big 50, I hope it happens next week before the 31st, which would be nice.